William J. West and Virginia Caywood West
Caywood Plantation, Fleming Co., KY
1892
Autobiography of Mrs. Jennie C. West
Written A.D. 1916
Born June 10, 1851, Ewing, KY
Died July 26, 1916, Ewing, KY
M'Gohan Bros. Print, Ewing, KY
Introduction
Jennie Caywood West was
born four miles Northeast of Ewing, Fleming County, Ky., June 10th, 1851;
died Wednesday, July 26th, 1916, at the home of her brother, Alex. Caywood,
where she had resided for the past two years.
Mrs. West was a woman of culture and high moral
character. She was a member of the Mt. Pisgah Church from early womanhood,
always taking great interest in the church. She possessed great musical
talent, and was organist at the Mt. Pisgah Church for fifteen years. Her
devotion to the interest of this church, was manifested by her generous donation
to it, provided in her will.
Mrs. West had been more or less an invalid for many
years and was especially frail during the last few months of her life. Had
it not been for the tender and untiring care of her brother,
Alex. Caywood, and his noble, kindhearted wife she could not possibly have
remained in our midst as long as she was permitted to.
She often remarked to her friends, that the efforts of
these two made her last days much brighter than they would have been otherwise.
Her noble character and high sense of morality is shown
by "A Synopsis of her Life," which was written by her about a month
before her death.
Mrs. Eva Adams.
Autobiography of Mrs. Jennie C. West
I was born four miles
Northeast of Ewing, Fleming County, Ky., June 10th, 1851. United with Mt.
Pisgah Baptist Church February 4th, 1877, and baptized by Rev. M. M. Riley, then
pastor of Mayslick Baptist Church.
I was united in marriage to William J. West of Fleming
County, Ky., (but formerly of Nicholas County) July 3rd, 1890, Rev. J. H.
Wright, then pastor of Mt. Pisgah Church, officiating.
It is a source of great pleasure to me to reflect on my
past life, the greater part of it, at least, and realize that I have always
tried to live honorably and upright, and that I have always tried to do my duty
in life so far as I was able.
While my life has not always been fraught with
sunshine, yet there is enough sunshine left in it to make it pleasant for me to
think of.
When a child I was very light hearted and happy.
All was happiness and pleasure. The world was bright to me. There
seemed so much life in me, really all was life. Never did I dream that a
cloud or even a care would ever cross my pathway of happiness.
I was happy in childhood and on to womanhood, and later
on I have often wished that, if it was the Divine Will, I could live it over
again. But Not All.
Oh! for the return of my voice that I might sing that
sweet song, "Backward, turn Backward, Oh, Time in Thy Flight, Make Me a
Child Again, Just for Tonight." But, Alas! that pleasure is denied
me.
Tho' my life has been one sweet summer day and my
pathway strewn with roses, yet they were not all without thorns. But such
is life.
The happiest event of my life occurred March 13, 1906.
While I was alone in my room I was in sweet communion with the Holy Spirit.
This occurred twice the same day. Oh! that I had the power to relate it
now as I did then. I was perfectly calm and composed. Life seemed so
sweet and peaceful. I was at perfect peace with the world. I loved
everybody and was supremely happy.
To have seen some of the angels of Heaven passing my
window was my one great desire. Oh! how I wished for it.
During the time Billie came into my room and sat down
by me. Taking both my hands in his, he said, "Jennie, what are you
thinking about? Are you worse? Shall I call the doctor?"
Then I gave him the whole experience from beginning to end with the most
beautiful expressions that ever fell from my lips. I had perfect command
of language then, such as I never had in all my life before, all of which was
given me by the Holy Spirit.
It was always a source of great pleasure in after years
to try to tell it over to him. But he would always say, "Jennie, you
can never tell it to me like you did on that day. The expression of your
eyes and the bright countenance you wore were such as he had never seen
before." He never forgot it.
One year from that time my health began to decline.
Of course, I tried various remedies, but of no avail.
I left my home several months at a time in search of
health, and spent some time under care of different physicians in Lexington,
Kansas City and elsewhere. I made several trips further West and South to
Florida. There we located among millions of pines, where the air was
fragrant with the perfume of the sweet magnolia and other beautiful flowers of
the South, amid orange and grape-fruit groves and other tropical fruits.
All these I hoped would aid me in my search.
I also waded the briny waters on the coast of the
Atlantic and picked up shells (and as I well remember the words of that
beautiful song, "Gathering up the Shells From the Seashore" came
rolling through my mind) and I saw the beautiful hues of the ocean before and
after sunrise.
Everything looked lovely to me, but nothing looked the
color of health, which I would have rather possessed than all the lands between
my home and the gulf.
I became so discouraged and felt that if I could travel
all over the continent and from Maine to California it would be no benefit.
As there always seemed to be so much in life for me, I
often asked the Lord to restore my health if it was His good pleasure, but if
not to reconcile me to my afflictions and make me able to bow submissively to
whatever might be His Divine will.
Now, like Job, "I will wait my appointed
time," for I have long since learned that it is sweet to lie passive in His
hands and know no will but His.
I returned to my dear home in Ewing, only to realize
that the remainder of my life had to be spent in more or less suffering, at
which I felt I had served quite an apprenticeship already, but more especially
in the last year and a half and even more so in the last eight months.
Oh! for the grace, like Paul, to help me bear my
afflictions and glory in my infirmities.
What a blissful thought to realize that there is a more
glorious place than this, beyond this vale of tears, where there is no
suffering, sorrow nor crying and where Christ reigns supreme. I know
there's a mansion in Heaven for me, for Jesus said, "I go to prepare a
place for you, that where I am, there ye may be also." And I seem to
realize that ere the snows of another winter fall my body will be resting in the
silent grave and my spirit will have gone to God who gave it.
Blessed though, that I shall enjoy that Heavenly
mansion with my loved ones gone before.
Should these lines ever chance to pass before the eyes
of any of my friends after I shall have passed away I wish to say in behalf of
my dear brother and his wife, that since I have been in their home I have been
well provided for in every respect. I came here March 9th, 1915.
They have treated me very kindly and tenderly, even more than I asked for.
Not a wish has been ungranted. I scarcely know how to express my
gratitude to them. I wish to say that I have been perfectly satisfied in
their home and not discontented and distressing myself to death to go back to my
own sweet home, as some folks would have it. Now I write this for their
benefit and also for the benefit of those (no unkind feeling whatever) who talk
much and say so little.
I must say for this community that I never saw
better people. They, with so many of my dear neighbors and friends of
Ewing, Fairview and Mayslick, have surely been lovely to me.
The many flowers, delicious fruits and many waiters of
dainties were surely appreciated by me. The little mementoes from I. O. O.
F. and the Eastern Star Sisters are not forgotten.
And these dear little children around me that I love so
and who love me so dearly and who have been so sweet and thoughtful of me, may
God bless them and keep them is my prayer.
And now, last but not least, to my dear old Drs. Dye
and Myers, who have attended me so long and put forth every effort in medical
skill to aid in restoring my health: May their further efforts be crowned
with success and at last may each of them wear a bright crown in the celestial
world.
Now, my dear friends, I will bid you all a final
farewell with the hope that I will meet you all in Heaven, where all is peace,
happiness and love and the broken ties of earth are made complete.
Jennie Caywood West.